It Must be Luck

I have had a great lack of inspiration lately. Every time I connect to do a new post I feel I have so much to say but it is just too hard to say it. There is a lot going on in my head in this moment but it is simply all over, moving around and popping in and out without any order. My mother is going crazy and has been quite stressed lately, I am in a big fight for something I am not sure I really know about, it is 10:39 and I have to give in so many things before Easter that I could stay all night doing them and not finish anyway.


Let me start with my mother´s situation:
Luck, is something I didn´t believe in until a whole bunch of, what I call unfortunate events, started to happen to my darling mom.
Lets start by saying she lost the Greek glass eye she had carried with her for seven years, her biggest contract fell and she was left sad and without a job or distraction, she lost a new eye my grandmother had given to her five minutes after she received it, three relatives from close friends died in a time period of 10 days, she fell and injured her knee the night before an important tennis tournament, and she crashed her new car, just polished a day before, against a column when she was leaving the office after her other consolation contract had also been canceled. Now, if after reading this you still consider luck is not part of reality, you are simply a skeptic maniac.

Oh and forgot to tell you something, now she is shouting on the phone in her room because there is a big complication at work and she may not be able to travel tomorrow, trip she was looking forward to. Listening to all her complains is not a very fun thing to do but my brother and I are getting used to it. Now she is in a crisis as I am and not only do I have to take care of her complications but I have to take care of my own.

Ps. I can´t think of anything to write here

Blogging Intent in Computers Class

Hi, let me introduce you into the situation: Last week there was no school for two days and I was definitely not looking forward to come today. I am in computers class and Guzman Julio, the teacher, is sick. What I find particularly interesting is that he is actually checking all the screens form his house, a technique he probably uses in his other life as a stalker, to see who is working and closing the files that he does not find convenient. Does he not have a life?

This is so funny; I have had to write this about three times because he closes it ;).
Any how I have finished all my work and this is way more productive than any of the other things people around me are doing :). Bye, I'll talk to you later.

Ps. Guzman I hope you feel better by the end of this week :).
-Note I actually posted it on the reading blog because I was so fearful that he checked on me again and I didn´t click at the right link. This was originally posted 30 minutes ago.

What a Great Start! :P

What can I say? It is Monday, I didn´t sleep well last night and I am about to go to the dentist = Yey!!! I am definitely not prepared for March. I am still digesting a one of a kind weekend, a schedule change and the end of the marking period.

Even though this was a crappy start for a month, I am optimistic about it. I actually did really well today running at PE class and I am motivated to retake my tennis training on Wednesdays and Thursdays. Honestly I was not expecting much from any of the fitness tests but, I did quite well and am feeling healthy, ignoring the two quesadillas I ate at school and the bunch of food I stuffed into my mouth in the past five days.

Well I have to go now, I got an appointment with the strange man that stares at my mouth and moves things around every 30 days. I don´t like dentists or anything that has to do with deontology, no offense if you are so unfortunate to have to take care of dirty mouths as a job (no offense again). I really feel stalked and am terrified when the day I have to lay down watching that man's nose and its content comes.

Ps. A recommendation to you all: Stay away from dentists and their noses.
WELCOME TO MARCH !!! ;)

A Follower! :)

Today is a happy day for my blog. I have my very first follower, even if she is my friend from school. I have a follower, a real one, and that is what matters. Maybe this blog does have an oportunity! Yey :)

Ps. Don`t dare making fun of this, I`m not the one who jumped on a soccer ball and broke a leg. Ily ;)

Someone Out There?

I always have a lot to say and this is why a blog is the solution to all my problems. It always helps me feel better to tell my problems and concerns to somebody and the idea of it being a stranger that probably will not judge as fast as any of my friends is comforting. This started as a simple assignment, but I am starting to enjoy being able to create a silhouette of who I am and just write about anything I feel like in the moment, it is like a rest to all the problems I have to face in school and my need to explain all my mistakes to everyone. Why do I have to explain? Nobody has the right to judge me without actually knowing the information and, what do they have to do with it anyway?

I appreciate the fact that I can let everything out before exploiting but, I still feel like talking to the air. It is like giving a discourse in a very spacious room where information would reach every corner without difficulty, but at the same time, no body is there to listen.
Is there someone on the other side of the blog? Is it only me?

Ps. Do comment, if you exist.

Desaster Blog: Desaster Blogger :)

I was watching Julie and Julia yesterday and realized that my blog is similar to her blog at the beginning and, my case is similar to hers as well. I wonder who reads this, and since still no body has even considered commenting any of my posts I have started embracing the fact that I am only talking with myself. Any remote idea that someone could randomly end up in my blog works as inspiration, and since I can be considered within the "Rookie" category of blogging I don`t even know how to figure out if that happens. And the worst thing of all is that I keep trying to become a blogger, in fact I am writing to a yet non existing public in this exact moment.
Wait, my cookies are ready and if I don`t get there fast enough, I won`t find any, my brother/cookie monster will eat them all up before I can even have a bite. They smell delicious, yummy… they’re just irresistible, they corrupt any intent of healthy diet. Btw, I actually AM on a healthy diet, the thing is that I postpone it every time something temptingly delicious or unhealthy comes into my way. This time I was decided to get serious, o well, tomorrow it will be. Admit it! It is really hard when my pantry is full of packages, sweets and all type of drinks and stuff that is probably designed to make people obese and support the economy of cardiac specialized hospitals.
Ps. I hope somebody, other than me, reads this.

Valentine

I´m sorry I didn´t write before to wish you a good valentine's, I just don´t like that day, specially when I have to watch everyone walking happily with roses in their hands and assimilate the fact that I am the only one who doesn't have one.

Ps. Happy late valentine!

An Exceptional Afternoon

Today as any other Tuesday I went to have lunch with my lovely grandmother, lucky for me she didn't choose that healthy soups and salads restaurant. Its not that I don´t like healthy food, what bothers me is the restaurant itself; it has a similar smell to the one of cooked socks with cheese saus, smell that also reminds me of the one of a taxi driver in El Cairo combined with the natural fragrance of camel and dirty street water.
Until then nothing had gone so bad until we went to meet my new cousin and my aunt decided to talk about the day of the birth and describe her problems with pregnancy milk in great detail. Soon my grandmother was in too and I found myself in a traumatizing situation.

ps. Until my next post:)

Getting Started

There is always a first time for every thing, and this happens to be the first time I write on a blog. I have been reading many examples but I'm afraid none of the blogs I visited will be able to overpower mine or get one fifth of the attention I will easily acquire in the future. It is nice to zoom out of the reality zone where I still have computers class for a whole semester, I've never kissed Robert Patison, and I have to wake up at 5:30 in the morning tomorrow, but let’s get to business.

In this place you will find daily updates of mi particularly messy life, of the random thoughts that are rushing in my head while I write, of memories, and of my positions and ideas towards aspects of life. I hope you get to know the hell of a disaster that I can be and share with me all those moments I write of.

I'm a handful of emotions, exaggerations, bad jokes, mood changes, ideas, awkward comments, randomness and drama and I hope to share a little piece of what I call me, with you.

ps. Feel free to give me feedback on how to make my blog better.