Fighting

I finally have a rest. I don´t know what to write about, nothing that has not happened before. I just have that strange desire to type now that I am using my mother’s soft laptop keyboard. I already decided what to talk about. Considering that I am in a big fight with a group of people that hate me with passion and that I am trying to talk to one of them right now and she happens to ignore me, I am going to tell you about it.

I have lied many times in my life and I will certainly lie in the future, but in this case I am telling nothing but the truth and nobody wants to believe in me. Some of the people with whom I’m fighting with know quite well that I am not the type of person who tells others things that I am told not to tell so I have come to another theory. I am close to sure that that person that is still pretending to not believe me, while all the others already listened to what I had to say, is the one who spread the rumor. These result to be pretty logical whereas all of us that know her also know that she has a big mouth, if you know what I mean. Besides she is who told all the rest that it was me, because according to her everybody is telling her that I told them. Now, when I ask her who, she responds "everybody Elvira", and when I ask her who everybody is she just repeats her previous answer and so on. I could easily describe it as stupid and inefficient true. All the people she has told others I told don´t even know so I don´t know wtf she is talking about.

Hey I’m sorry THIS is stupid and the worse thing of all is I am letting it get to me! Fights are not worth it, they are not worth loosing the friendships you have, not worth crying, not worth talking about, not worth giving it importance. There are worse things happening to people around this world. Reading this has been probably really boring and you are probably thinking I am a nut head. Well if you thought this you are right, I shouldn´t pay attention to it or get hurt by it. But I can´t take it anymore, it is frustrating and unjust, as life is sometimes unjust. This are the times when I pray the truth comes to light.