Futbol Mania

The world cup is coming and with it the album and the competition to once again fill it in with soccer stickers. Every world cup my family fills in that useless book and I have to admit, even though I don`t even know anything about the sport, I enjoy changing the stickers and filling it up. It is not about futbol or pasting stickers it is more like an exuse to paste hot athletic guys from all over the world on myself (insert happy face sticking tong out here). I love hot soccer players, I mean, mmmmmm, soccer!

Hey Love, You Forgot Me!

Love is a complicated idea, a beautiful thing, a feeling of admiration and respect, dependency on one another, more than anything one could imagine, at least that is what I think. I wish I could know of it myself, however I haven´t had the opportunity. My eyes are swollen from all that I´ve cried, the movie I have just finished watching was extremely touching. It is all about a pair that passes through a long and arduous process until they let love arrive to their lives. I sometimes imagine what it would be to get that feeling myself even if it does not result in the happy ending that all the movies today portray. Is it so hard for someone to notice me truthfully in that way the men of the love movies do with that girl regardless of how she is? Is it that hard for something like that to happen to me?
Love is everywhere, I believe, not that I am the person to say it. Music, television, friends, everybody talks to me of love and how it is, and, what it causes. There are all types of relationships around me that I can learn from, starting from the relationship of my friends Sants and Sophia, you may find there is a quite wierd thing going on, but it is love and one can't control the impulses it produces (if not ask Sophia about it). I wonder: will I some day get to talk of it myself? I know it may be too early but it is really frustrating to think there is not one who is willing to share that with me. Is this not my thing? What is love? For me it is only an idea, something that happens to people. When will I get a taste of the evidence of that if the only, what is called relationships, I´ve had can also be described as failures? I am planning on starting a relationship with Sants when he ends his... what so called by the dominant partner, rich relationship(insert a happy face here).

Ps. Ps. I Love You is the best movie ever!

Proud of My Blog

I have once again entered the era of deppression. I have been looking at many other blogs and as I read I everytime realize how bad mine is. My new priority is to make this better.

Fighting

I finally have a rest. I don´t know what to write about, nothing that has not happened before. I just have that strange desire to type now that I am using my mother’s soft laptop keyboard. I already decided what to talk about. Considering that I am in a big fight with a group of people that hate me with passion and that I am trying to talk to one of them right now and she happens to ignore me, I am going to tell you about it.

I have lied many times in my life and I will certainly lie in the future, but in this case I am telling nothing but the truth and nobody wants to believe in me. Some of the people with whom I’m fighting with know quite well that I am not the type of person who tells others things that I am told not to tell so I have come to another theory. I am close to sure that that person that is still pretending to not believe me, while all the others already listened to what I had to say, is the one who spread the rumor. These result to be pretty logical whereas all of us that know her also know that she has a big mouth, if you know what I mean. Besides she is who told all the rest that it was me, because according to her everybody is telling her that I told them. Now, when I ask her who, she responds "everybody Elvira", and when I ask her who everybody is she just repeats her previous answer and so on. I could easily describe it as stupid and inefficient true. All the people she has told others I told don´t even know so I don´t know wtf she is talking about.

Hey I’m sorry THIS is stupid and the worse thing of all is I am letting it get to me! Fights are not worth it, they are not worth loosing the friendships you have, not worth crying, not worth talking about, not worth giving it importance. There are worse things happening to people around this world. Reading this has been probably really boring and you are probably thinking I am a nut head. Well if you thought this you are right, I shouldn´t pay attention to it or get hurt by it. But I can´t take it anymore, it is frustrating and unjust, as life is sometimes unjust. This are the times when I pray the truth comes to light.